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A fraying basket holds these things

—borrowed, stolen, found—

That have drifted into my life

And found new meaning here.

That—my favorite mug, an imperfect

Heat-distorted student’s effort

Cast aside into eager hands—

And here, this pen that holds

My scrawling letters and scattered

Thoughts, a broken nib

Once pushed to and fro in faint light

By my father—purchased long ago.

And on my wall, the black square

Of tile we found that night—

Knocked from the wall, set aside

Where we kissed deeply, unexpectedly

In the phosphorescent light.

It was once a part of something whole—

A wall that held aloft a roof

That diverted the rain above our heads.

Now it holds nothing more than that moment.

A talisman of what we lost—

And a love that has drifted from me

Like the photo I once treasured

Of innocent dancing in the rain

And the scarf I knit that winter.

Where are they now, those things

That I treasured then?

The marker of a new memory perhaps

Or atop another’s shelf—I hope.

I hope, I hope, but will never know

If these things that I once loved,

That have leaked away from me,

a trickle of moments—the stuff of my life—

If these have bled into the lives of others

Who now hold them dear—

Or if they are just lost, awash

In the tide, or between the flickers of old

Fluorescent light in a crumbling room.

Notes